Stages from getting pregnant till give birth wasn't easy especially woman at my age, body and stamina deteriorates after hitting big 3x. To be honest I felt I'm kinda lucky because XBZ really takes good care of me from dating till married and not many men can do things for their loved ones to this extent.
Still remember that day, after check in to the delivery suite at SGH he was with me and attending to my needs and still can crack jokes while waiting for the right time during dilation. Finally the right time comes and need to push out the baby. Often heard people tell me just push out the baby like shitting which is not true, no matter how hard I tried still cannot work till the gynae scanned my tummy and then saw my boy's position wasn't right and his head was stuck near my pelvis and already causing abrasion on his head.
Dr Tan then said no choice have to go for C-section because both myself and baby blood pressure is getting low. I must say they are really professional when I'm push to O.T. everyone was ready and waiting for my arrival. Even if with 2nd dose of epidural didn't manage to ease my pain when Dr Tan lay his "weapon" on me... I can literally feel his knife tearing my flesh and skin layer after layer like a living animal and I shouted out in pain and cannot endure anymore and I request for full body undergo anesthetic for full body and within 5 minutes I was knocked out completely.
The next thing I know or remember is its already 11pm when I awoke and my boy is sleeping next to me in his cot. Took a first glance and couldn't believe my eyes that's the flesh growing for 9 good months in me, that's a miracle of a life within such short time frame.
P/S: All I wished for is my boy always in good health and be a useful person as he grows.
XoXo,
24Apr'15
